a long time ago

she said that something like

"you're just the funny boy that i sleep with"

well, exactly like,

that

i remember very cleary and, really,

i don't remember very much

it was the first time she'd ever really hurt me

cause i loved her and thought i meant something a lot more than that to her

and now

it seems

she doesn't think i'm that funny

and

she doesn't want to sleep with me

which doesn't leave me being much to her

if her previous statement was accurate

this is something i think about on a 57 hour busride

more than i'd like to

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