my dad had a problem

he wouldn't get help from anyone

now he's dead

for good

he thought he could get better himself

and he couldn't

he gave up

he wouldn't debase himself and admit he had a problem and get treatment

i lost one of the few people i really loved because he wouldn't do anything to save himself that would cause him pain

it won't be because of death, but i'm terrified that i'm going to lose another

i won't lose another

Moi, j'avais jamais rien dit. Rien

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