also, this indian's head appeared in the sky about a quarter of my vision and explained how my reality was just him inserting movieframe-like perceptions into me at very high speeds like what i see think do feel smell make hear was all just him and i thought this was kind of funny and if something like that was happening then he was just creating the reality of seeing him there right now, and so he might be something completely different communicating with me in a completely different way and then he was also creating my thoughts about me thinking about it so there was nothing there from me and my questioning of him was completely irrelevant and then he was making me realize the irrelevance of the questioning and it was becoming an infinitely recursive thought pattern and i just started giggling to myself that was poorly explained but maybe you'll understand he was transparent in most places and grey where he wasn't
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