sadness sits in your gut forever and you can feel it and it's heavy there you don't want to move sadness sits in your gut since you watched out the greyhound window as she got smaller with the town you left sits in your gut while you get another chance to do everything wrong one more time with another and everything is just different some things better some things worse some things neither but it is all different and that's always there to distract you and anything even kind of the same just seems creepy it sits in your gut and you don't want to fight about anything because you know the only thing worth fighting is your own regret there are stomach aches and bruises there are money problems and car problems there are rashes and wrecked ankles there are swollen bleeding gums and sleepless nights and together or alone we'll find the days too hot we'll find the nights too cold |