and i'm walking thinking about all this bullshit that i don't think i can get done and worrying about it and bleh and all of a sudden i realize i'm standing ten feet away from these four deer sitting in the snow staring at me and i stand there and stare back for a while and they don't move much and i don't move much i decide it's time to leave and my head is clear a snowflake lands on my skin and the warmth of my flesh melts it i realize i am alive i don't know why i added a maybe cause it is quite certain maybe i/we could do something about it is more what i meant i don't know
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