listening to a failed life:

loss of independence love

career money hope family

happiness joy future loss of

skill desire sanity flesh

health lack of dreams accomplishments

ambition drive fun innocence

there is no dignity pride courage

beauty music or goodness

everything ever hoped for taken away

work and struggle and suffering and loneliness

that leave one with only more work and struggle and suffering and especially loneliness

this seems to be how it goes for most people

i think it's what will happen to me

i try not to smile

i try not to starve

otherwise, i never try

getting nowhere after doing nothing seems better than getting there after trying so hard to get somewhere

close your eyes

breathe

sigh

stop



Moi, j'avais jamais rien dit. Rien

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