he actually got angry, for seriously,

and said 'well what if your mom aborted you'

i said that would be fine

like i wouldn't want to die right now

but i definitely wish i had never been born

and he said that was sad but

if i lost my sight now, i'd be distraught and miserable

but if i was born blind, i wouldn't want to see

if i lost my hearing tomorrow

i'd probably kill myself

but if i was born deaf, i would never want to be 'cured'

the senses are not even in the same category, obviously

but still, the same different reactions

happen in my mind when i think of them as when thinking of losing my life vs. never having to live in the fist place

Moi, j'avais jamais rien dit. Rien

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